poetry:// the journey...
"The Journey(my fear)"
the journey, that I should have never Taken!
what I feel now, I should have never felt!!!
this is my journey, and oh so lonely....
eyes to eyes
face to face
looking deep into the dark space within your eyes...
deeper...past the whiteness past the light's reflection...
my mind has lost all sense of direction...
past the wetness~ into the darkness surrounded by a copper iris
`Darkness´!!!
it called to me... BLACK...never has a place so cloaked in darkness...
been so warm and inviting..
. oh, I remember the warmth well...
this is where, I saw her soul through the eyes...of my soul...
I still see it now and wish to burn my eyes out of their sockets!
being blind I would no longer see... but does, a blind man not DREAM???
her soul screamed for mine within the darkness...
when they touched in the darkness...where this to place... all sorts of emotions ERUPTED...and was unleased with such force...
that it broke all barriers of time and space...
so even my physical body felt it...and my heart was consumed..
by madness and rage....I was about to lose my mind...
for mortal are men... and these sorts of emotions are far too strong...
flesh is far too weak and not well equipped for such BLISS....
I collapsed as I was drowned by it...
this was to much for one to endure...
entangled souls enticed by desires...
with the little strength
I had left I confessed my undying love for her...
She was amused at first..."his some kind of flirt!"... but in my torment, I began to act much like a fool, to his Queen...
She soon got bored of my praises and worship... started to walk away... `my lady!´ have mercy on me...I yelled...
she turned and looked down at me on my hands and knees...
I raised my hands to her and pleaded...
Lady, if you could only see what, I've seen...
Join me in my journey...
I can't survive alone, together love would endure... look within yourself, search for me where darkness was warm...
and now its AFLAME!!!
she looked puzzled as I cried...
look deep, look deeper...I beg of you!
share in my pain! pain shared hurts much less and sooner healed...
"you're mad!?? you gone lost your mind?" she yelled I could not tell her that her soul has mine trapped and entangled...
in a web...of love and lust...
she would not believe! who would believe?
Look!!! please deep within to ease my pain...
to stop this rain...
my tears are soon lost in this dark rain... the love's lust between our souls...grew stronger...
as she walked away again... each step...farther...the further the tension...
Unleashing a storm of emotions...
which she was immune to...
but I... felt every symptom...
She was far away now taking my soul with her...
blood of my blood
bone of my bones
flesh of my flesh
look with, search not with your eyes... but with your soul...there you will find me...
then search no further... then you will know...and not be ignorant... of what TRUE LOVE is...
take the journey beyond... see what sight beyond sight will reveal...
under the vail of darkness... SEE! THE BLISS OF EVERLASTING ECSTASY! then surrender...
By Hertz Nazaire [ naz ]
