naz poetry spot
"Scarred..."
where has my faith gone?
why did i lose my will to fight?
i looked in the mirror this morning and could not smile...
is this me? i did that?
how can i love you tonight?
scarred...
honesty means nothing when the hurt is too deep to seal...
one foolish word is sorry
forgiveness still leaves you scarred.
for scars are the written history of pain,
the day she was cut, bled...
that moment when you told me it hurt and my voice cracked
scarred...
she laid on my bed again... open
openly fed me... again...
my heart breaks...
scarred...
it takes the very taste of my food away
scars, have filled my hunger to the point of distasteful vomit...
disgraceful shame...
blame me... disrecpectful...
regretful... blame me... blame me...
your hurt was my limit... yet i violated it's summit...
fell off the edge...
a dog without a master is called a stray...
i wish i could stay
but not with the games i play
why did i lose my will to fight?
where has my faith gone?
blame me, not forgetful
i wonder why regret comes so late?
scarred...
why fate brings together an impact so strong...
to only as long enough to say so long...?
there is no God please prove me wrong...
tell me the song of songs is true..
when i see the scar near your thong...
my tongue forsakes need to plead..
why did i cause you to bleed
i read your heart shattered like glass
the seed of love planted a fruitless deed.
i love u a lost creed...
need like weed on grass
i a Dog... my breed, my greed
kicked once, kicked twice
kicked hard once again
licked my wounds
scarred...
walked away long enough to
forget i had no real home
with my tail between my legs
begs the nearest door to walk again
so goes the story of a playa
is love enough?
what is forgiveness without scars of pass sins?
scarred...
what will i do... a second chance at a choice
one... a prayer for my faith's return
two... roll the dice again playa
Lord... i felt my knees hit the ground
closed my eyes
seen your smiles, cries, tears, and fears...
realize late is still fate giving up on hate...
i will wait...
scarred...
-Naz
By Hertz Nazaire [ naz ]
