naz poetry spot
"when everything is closer to nothing..."
everything i ever wanted was right there
i could not believe
when all i had to do was believe
deceived myself to deceive you
to believe
i could touch it taste it
show me it's real
still fooled too blind to believe i have arrived
did the son of man... truly see heaven?
seen the gates just to turn around and walk away
there was a time when my path was clear
near or far it was strong
my heart wide to my guiding light
there was a time when every word i said could never speak
wrong... my tongue was sweet...
now every other word is desperate with haste... cuts.
sorry taste bitterly late
i could not believe... i did not listen to your words
soulmates?
wait can't be it's my fate was to suffer forever...
ALONE... lonely... my accepted fate
who is my Saviour? trying to change my Behavior?
little too late... love is not enough...
what is enough damn you!
no damn ME!!! blame me i had no faith...
you bathe me... gave me, wanted to save me
what is enough?
i said I Love You...
did you hear me cough?
it was tough enough to say...
maybe too soon for my faith
on a reply that never found my heart to ever savor... Love
if it was a game this player will gain no fame.
bad start wrong way to play a game with no second chances
Gift of my Life to call you my Wife
so close...
not good enough
i was wrong... i was not as strong as i thought
i took a Knife to my chest
I aimed at my heart
forgetting MY HEART was you
replaced long ago when i made an unsaid promise to an
unspoken bond...
i did not die i did not feel a thing
till i was aware enough
to see you fall
to hear you cry
to feel you bleed
all i had to do is believe we as one...
i was wrong... was Love not enough?
now i've seen you bleed for me i look on my chest where my
blood should pore, i see nothing....
NOTHING!!!
but a hollowed space deep within
My Heart is gone it now bleeds to death within your chest
where you kept it safe for me...
away from harm... where it merged with yours now it
shrivels and cracks like a dead leaf detached from a
strong rooted tree...
your heart will survive free, but it will pump a few
degrees colder, bolder, older and wiser.
who would have known i would betray My Heart
with no faith... what is enough?
to truly believe what you share with another
to say you as WE... is it real?
to finally say you complete me...
incomplete for so long
to search so long to give up the search to find
you see in the distance hope... real HOPE.
you walked so long towards this image
to finally reach the word so close
just one more step to find
with that moment came your last Breath
*GaSp!* no God please forgive me...
should have walked faster...
the air went silent just to hear the last beat of a
willing heart
my soul abandons my flesh...
just as it did the night i lost my faith...
my hands still reached for you...
my head hit the ground long
before my tears found your feet washing down your toe...
so close...
my final thought... is love enough?
when everything is closer to nothing...
